this last month has been one crazy ride for me. It now been exactly two months until my birthday I almost think 'where has the time gone?' - almost. anyway back to the previous month, I've really not done anything superhuman, spectacular, out of this world. Depends on your standards I guess. An thats exactly it -your standards versus mine. Whats worth it and whats not compared to you or me , the time is going to pass anyway.
Running my own business, creating two programs to assist the younger generation , training for a fight tournament, and a few other everyday things in between. I have felt alive, exhausted, proud, pushed, energized and everything in between. Getting things done, marking things off the list, but also letting things slip, having to say 'ill get back to this later'. It has been a real learning experience, I mean we are learning, if your not learning or growing , your dying right? Or at the very least wondering 'where has the time gone?' - although we all get the same 24 hours in one day.
I've waxed a good period of my time chips , doing nothing, being nothing and getting nothing. So I don't mind being 'all in' , win or lose , success or fail, happy or sad, its always better to invest the time on things you love , or at least feel compelled to do. Even if that requires sacrifice , even if that requires putting your pride on the line, even if you dont know the outcome. Take chances with your time, but don't waste it. Use it, how you want to, but use as much of it as you can. Energy can be replaced, money can be earned, unfortunately friends even come and go. But the one assest you have , that wont come back- the one you have to achieve anything, to be present with anything, is your time. Your movie even. Will it be worth looking back on ? Are you even enjoying watching the one your in now?
Want change the middle?, or even the end?, start now. Although it may feel like you are wasting your time on goals, dreams , ideas. If you dont do anything with them that time is going to be wasted none the less. It doesn't matter the risk you play with your time, all in, or little bits here and there. But don't let other people cash in your time chips, or worse still tell you how to use them.
Stay true to you.